incused: Juno

Todd (

incused) wrote,
@ 2008-03-12 02:59:00

Juno
My daily tasks for the day were:
Eat some terrorist food at Kabob International... MmmmmHmm. If suicide bombers cook this good, why do they kill themselves ?
Goto Marshalls and buy $114 in clothes. 3 pants and 2 shirts.
Get a smoothie.
Drop off clothes.
Go see Juno, but on the way there be convinced I left the door unlocked -- so come home to find it locked.
Go see Juno 2nd attempt.
AWESOME Movie. I cried during the later part of the movie -- guess I'm emo like that.
Goto Whiskers Wine and Spirits and get some chillable red that Bobbie seems to enjoy.
Domino's is right next door, so I asked them for any reject/throwout pizzas. They didn't have any...
Ate at sonic, since Domino's failed me.
Came home with my box o'wine.

I've asked for reject pizza at Domino's 2-3 times in my history and never once have I got to enjoy some good old discounted messed up pizza... I have friends that have gone there and get it lickidy split. My luck I suppose.

Tomorrow... well, Today, is a special day for my boyfriend Ralph. I wish only that I was near him to cuddle up next to him. Keep him warm in the cool Milwaukee weather. I should get to see him soon, April maybe?

I think I need to learn how to meditate and clear my mind. It's all scattered a lot of time. My mind is like windows 95 that is trying it's damnest to pull off preemptive multitask, but in the just poops itself.

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	babooinoshido 2008-03-12 08:45 am UTC (link)
	Windows 95! :O Say it ain't say! (Reply to this)(Thread)

	babooinoshido 2008-03-12 08:47 am UTC (link)
	lol.. I used to run Windows 95 on a 286 with a Make-it-486 upgrade chip in it (486 sx 12mhz, i think? lol!). I used to run my BBS on that machine since Windows 95 ran MS-DOS much quicker than just DOS alone (MUCH MUCH quicker!) I recall I paid $350 for that computer in 1995. lol.. the 1st computer I purchased myself. :D oy, memories. (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	incused 2008-03-12 09:45 am UTC (link)
	You ran a BBS!? Virtual BBS, MajorBBS, Eagle ? What software did you run? Probably not Major, that stuff was a fortune. I liked VBBS cos it was written by a blind dude. and a 286 in 1995? Must not have been new. My 486 sx25 was bought Halloween 1995. (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

babooinoshido
2008-03-12 10:00 am UTC (link)

With my first BBS I ran Renegade, and my 2nd one I used Iniquity, which I still think is the best single-node BBS software. It allowed me sooo much artistic freedom. I wish I still had all the kickass ANSI art I made for it! I lost when static killed my backup floppy in 1997. lol... I only had a total of like 5 users, and was only up and running at night since i was using my sisters fone line. :D

In summer to winter 1995 BBS's were my only friend. :D That and Borland Turbo C++ 3.1. :) And Master of Magic for DOS (which I'd play for 18hrs-a-day sometimes when I wasn't spending 18hrs-a-day coding stuffs). Ah, summer vacation 1995. :D

The summer where I also was certain I was gay and had to make it stop, had to be even manlier than ever (my obsession with manliness was rapidly growing then, as we all know gay == girly and I must not be girly gay!#%^! lol). Also I think that summer was the only time I was really into crossdressing post-puberty... until my sister figured me out (I was the only one in the house who would fit into her clothes at the time llol) and nicely offered to buy me my own clothes, but I denied everything. :) That would also be the summer I 1st experimented with estrogen (hello sister's birth control). At least I think it was birth control.. lol.. little pinkish plastic container thingie.

Anyways... lots of fun memories. :)

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babooinoshido
2008-03-12 10:07 am UTC (link)

In relation to the gay thing there was this local BBS in the nearest city to where I lived (I lived in a tiny country town) that was ran by this gay guy, Crystal. He was really and I wanted to bury my face in his crotch (even though he was like 20yrs older than me). I coded this trojan that was made especially for his BBS to look like an add-on for his WWIV system, made to destroy all the important files first for WWIV and the take out the most important files of his OS, and then after that just deleted fucking everything. I bragged about this how I got that faggot good. :(

I feel awful about this to this day still. :( Bashing anything remotely gay, feminine, and being a hypermasculine asshole (being a man == being a heartless bastard fucking asshole -- my male role models were lacking maybe?) was what it was all about up until 3yrs ago. :/

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	babooinoshido 2008-03-12 10:09 am UTC (link)
	Okay. I'm done remembering out loud now. :) Whoa! I hadn't thought about this shit in a long time. Must explore with my psychologist on Thursday. :) (Reply to this)(Parent)

babooinoshido
2008-03-12 10:03 am UTC (link)

A 486sx25. I would have so drooled over that back then (I wanted a DX33 so bad). My Makeit486 ran about the speed of a mid-end 386, I do believe. :D

My BBS was named The Group Home. :) The 2nd one anyways, the 1st was called Juice BBS (it had nothing to do with porn though everyone though it did cuz of the name). :D

I used to be wicked at TheDraw and AcidDraw. :D Ascii art was something I used to love doing also.

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	incused 2008-03-15 07:06 am UTC (link)
	I remember TheDraw. That stuff was some dyslexic folks. Didn't you draw by NOT clicking? (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	gunblade_girl 2008-03-15 08:36 am UTC (link)
	I don't remember. heh.. I tried playing with it a few years ago and it annoyed me, I do recall. :) (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	gunblade_girl 2008-03-15 08:37 am UTC (link)
	Oh shit. I'm logged into Chantry's LJ. lol. woops! (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	incused 2008-03-15 06:00 pm UTC (link)
	Uhh Ohh. I'm telling! (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	babooinoshido 2008-03-15 09:14 pm UTC (link)
	Well, this was informative. ;P (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	babooinoshido 2008-03-15 09:16 pm UTC (link)
	Oh hey! Craig is logged in! So I can do whatever I want with his account! >:D I mean... I can do whatever I want with my account. Bwaha! (Reply to this)(Parent)

	drunkmanwalking 2008-03-14 06:55 am UTC (link)
	i thought you could only be an emo kid in bodd mode. (Reply to this)(Thread)

	incused 2008-03-15 07:04 am UTC (link)
	Bodd mode hasn't been switched on in sometime. The emo in me has to come out every now and then. (Reply to this)(Parent)

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